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If you can't focus on learning, can't enjoy playing, can't sleep peacefully, always feel unhappy, and your whole body feels off,
Without a solid foundation, you're always hesitant, eager to handle things well but find it hard to be down-to-earth.
Seeing others work hard makes you anxious and restless, but when it comes to taking action yourself, you always say "I'll do it tomorrow."

You should know, at an age with nothing, the only chips you can gamble with against fate, and among the few you can grasp, is effort.
I'm afraid you are unwilling to fall behind but also lack the drive to improve;
You hate your procrastination but are addicted to the comfort of the present.

Growth in life begins with self-awareness; progress in life starts with self-change.
Instead of complaining that things don't go your way, try to change yourself.