Sometimes the hardest part isn't the ending itself, but the dragging, lingering moments before it. To say "love" when hope has been exhausted, or to deny "not loving" and then go crazy in a moment of doubt. Crashing and healing at the same time, oscillating between clarity and confusion.

Honestly, I’ve known for a long time that we’re not suitable, but I still rejected everyone and walked a path with you that had no ending. That period wasn’t long, but it’s unforgettable for a lifetime. The most heartbreaking part is that I couldn’t keep you, and I couldn’t let go of you either.

Our biggest regret is that we never learned how to communicate properly. Especially me, I always didn’t know how to express my emotions. Many unresolved issues piled up, and in the end, I said some insincere words, and you just went along with my wishes.

If there were truly a clock that runs in the opposite direction, I wish I could go back to the moment I first met you. Because back then, I didn’t even care what you were called. Your appearance was to make my sincere feelings go to waste again, or to stab another knife into my heart that should have healed.

I gradually understand why I can’t let go of you. It’s not because you’re so good, but because a few years ago, when I first opened my heart, you happened to enter my world, giving me that initial feeling that wasn’t love but was caught between liking and loving. That feeling, I’ve searched for many, many years.

You told me sorry, said you couldn’t forget her, but when did you ever think of me? You’re not my moon, so fall to the ground and chase her. My moon hangs high in the night sky, illuminating me, while I don’t know when you will fade into darkness.

People are like parasol trees; when the heart is empty, they can still stand. Others think that next spring it will sprout again, but in fact, that winter, it has already died.

Children without a safe harbor won’t look forward to going home. Even if they resent the injustice of the world, they can’t escape from here, so I’ve decided to reach out and touch the light. I fell and got up again, standing for a long