You are the first in your family to open a candlestick chart, which means no one can teach you, no one understands you. When you lose money, they say they've warned you long ago; when you make a profit, they say luck will run out eventually. But why do you still persist? Because you see your elders entrusting their fate to land, to factories, to time, while you want to entrust it to your own mind. You are the first in your family to try to turn alchemy into money, the first to eat without caring about others' opinions, the first to dare to confront the rules of this world head-on. Awakening has never been a solo journey; you are the trailblazer. Even if you don't reach the end, your children will know that someone has walked this path.