after 5 ish years being full time crypto i’m genuinely and finally really bored.

essentially dropped out of high school to trade BNB shitcoins end of 2020 and now i’m 23 years old and have spent every waking moment and 95% of my time since then thinking about crypto.
i’ve made a disgusting amounts of money, lost a disgusting amounts of money, traveled the world, changed my families lives, changed friends lives.
but i feel like i haven’t truly been present in essentially any other aspect of my life for 5 years lmao.
when you are IN crypto and ALL IN its hard to travel and turn ur phone off, no matter the networth or how much bread u got. its like crack cocaine and the fomo over the years that id be on the beach and miss a 6 fig cook was always too strong LOL.
being ‘present’ and in the moment has basically just not been a thing for me so far in my adult life, and has impacted most of my real life relationships pretty negatively (a big reason i am single right now).
idk, i wake up everyday and opening this app doesn’t really excite me anymore. the game i once loved is essentially dead, i find very little fulfillment anymore from practically anything here, and im just sort of bored of the same thing on repeat everyday ♻️
cue the “bottom is in” replies but idk man this shits just not the same anymore. the LUCRATIVE opportunity isn’t as abundant, and the opportunity<>cost is shrinking- in my opinion.
i yearn for whats next in my life and to find the fulfillment and excitement i did 2020-2024 in crypto. who knows, maybe something changes and my flame is reignited and i’m excited again in this shit, but right now i’m just really not lol.
honestly HOPE we go super doomer and macro nukes so i have an excuse to log out for a few months, enjoy the summer, build some shit for fun, and then come back in the fall and lock back in.
idk, yap yap yap but this how i feel right now figured id type it up while having my coffee.