The contract account has finally surpassed the thousand mark. Reflecting on that period when I only lost five or six hundred yuan, now it has doubled, and I can't help but want to record this experience.

Starting from mid-May when I began trading, I aggressively投入 over 100,000 yuan during the Trump election period, reinvesting the remaining thousand or so yuan of principal back into the market. Initially, I chose spot trading, making a small profit before turning around and losing nearly half of it. After switching to futures, the account once approached 200,000 yuan. But then came endless stop-loss cycles—trying strategies with AI tools, mechanically operating according to indicators, even playing roulette to decide opening and closing positions. The result was increasing losses and more failures, and I started to feel a bit obsessed.

It wasn't until a certain moment that I realized: when the crypto world becomes your only hope, it's no different from gambling. In this market, impatience only accelerates bleeding. Living is more important than making money.

My current approach is more suited to myself: holding small positions of altcoins with negative fees for the long term, choosing less aggressive entry points. As long as the contract exists, it means it won't only fall without rising—at least there will be one or two big surges to wipe out short positions. Even if there's no market movement, paying fees can be endured. Even if the worst coin becomes worthless, over time there is a chance to turn around. The premise is to select coins carefully and avoid those prone to collapse.

Currently, the futures account remains steady around 970 yuan, and I will periodically record progress.