Poor and short-sighted, I shouldn't have had any illusions, but I took them seriously! I really want to end this miserable life! They said if I could go from 40 to 400, support me with 3000, but now they don't even reply to messages. Everyone's money isn't blown in the wind, I can understand! But joking about others, really everyone has difficulties, teasing pitiful people! It's really pointless!

My friend made a profit from shorting and gave me 1000. I'm really grateful to him. In March last year, when I was at my worst, he came to see me in my unfinished empty house with half a cigarette and a bunch of instant noodles. A year later, I'm still not up. Seven years, I've been poor for seven years! Everything that needed to be emptied inside has been emptied, living day by day! Today, because I need to pay my child's tuition, I can't reduce my position. I sold 2500, using the 3500 my friend gave me to pay the tuition, plus 400 for fuel!
After going from 50 to over 5000, I watched ZEC drop to 188. Unfortunately, ZEC exploded after a super surge. I scrambled everywhere, pooled 400 to reach 6500. Later, I initially planned to go long even if it exploded, risking a liquidation at 30,000 and slowly grinding down. But during the decline, SOL went over 93, betting on a 102 rebound to short again. Two days later, it dropped to 67, and I got wiped out again!
Now, finally reaching 121, I managed to hit over 900, but I have to reduce my position again!
People like Ryozi have been laughed at for so long, but finally turned things around. When will I turn things around, or do I still have any hope of turning things around?