The worst pain I ever felt was blowing my first funded account.

Told myself I never want to feel that again.
Definitely felt it again after that, but that’s a different story.
It changed me and it needs to change you.
After you blow so many accounts, you almost become detached from that feeling.
When you need to do the opposite.
You need to lean into that exact feeling and vow to never feel it again.
Even if you do, every time vow to yourself.
Until you hit a brick wall that you cannot take hitting again, you will not change.